kids on overload

boot polish.
schedules.
my room.
unorganised.
coffee.

how do all these things relate? quite simply actually.
It's that stage where all we can seem to utter are the words "busy" or "things to do". And sadly that's the apparent reality. I'm absolutely swamped with things to do that i don't even know where to begin. Four assignments sit there staring at me, willing to get done but always something getting in the way (both legitimate and not). All the various co-curricular activities each require my effort and input and then there's the intelligent homework load dumped on top.
I sit here with boot polish staining my hands, in a totally messy room, clothes piling up in all sorts of places and my desk punishing me with its random shit spilling everywhere.
It doesn't help that i can't work in a messy environment.
There's so much to do and yet still myspace uses its evil ways and draws me in.
WHY THE FUCK AM I ONLINE WHEN ALL THESE THINGS HAVE TO BE DONE?!

Families are starting to set in their schedules and with the new jobs come the new schedules and 'attendance required'. Who goes where, to which meeting and to which child's performance are the passing words at the end of the evening everyone goes over the events and problems of the following day.
communication is lacking its full potential and foul moods get in the way.
communication is lacking these days, in many ways.

My unorganised self is freaking out with everything i have to do, both school and personal wise, and the ambition of doing well in everything only leads to further frustration. I spend my nights up late trying to figure out how to get this all organised and it all just seems to lead to nothing.
it's time to put in the effort. The coffee stains on my crisp white uniform shirt only epitomise the state of me at the moment.
and that's fucking annoying.

we're all just kids on overload.

(or maybe its jsut me)