come, take my hand

you know those time's when you're determined that everything's going to work out right?
You've been off to a bit of a rough start, procrastinating too much, not getting done what you want, but then suddenly you just want to change that and get down to it!
Well it's pretty much been a shit couple of weeks.
Things just seem to keep getting more and more annoying by the minute.
as we've established, im the one that all those stupid things-that-happen-to-know-one, happen too.
For example - i lost my VAPD for the 2nd time this year last week!
2nd time i left it on public transport! THAT's IMPOSSIBLE! Nobody does that.
Except me. clearly.
So not only that but I create problems that I don't know how to fix, then get myself into knots over it. I've been given sheet music for our school musical for bass guitar to learn by next tuseday. And now I can't seem to find my stupid additional text - 'The Crucible' anywhere.
But never fear, my dearest j came to the rescue today to solve my last problem, so now all i have to do is stress about the rest of my life.
Including a ridiculous english assignment that i actually want to do well in...
Justice - Injusitice - Interview.
don't you just love it?
oh joy.


But a trip to the MCA earlier this week somehow gave me some inspiration to get down and do everything I need to do. To break free from the stupid totalitarian boundaries that my unoriginal mainstream cheap private school sets on us and just be me.
And in doing that - get smart! do all the study that I've been meaning to do.
Well i came home and got straight into cleaning out my room. I managed as far as cleaning my desk space and all the clothes scattered around my room. (believe me, that was not an easy or short task.)
I even went to Officeworks to soothe my agitations and perk up my study area.

Well. What a fail i am.
Granted my desk is neater, there's potential for an organised study area/study notes, and my clothes are all neatly sorted.
But the rest of my life? what a fail.
My room remains, not bad, but still a little uninspiring and my work?
well I've done none of the study i meant to and i feel so incredibly behind in english.

But everything's just a work in progress, right?